Sunday, May 3, 2009

why I cry in my coffee

may be the drizzle piss dribble drivel down my window sill fog glasses shit salsa burgers eat
sleeping pills til the bottle's empty 9:30 in the morning
still can't sleep noxious fumes breathe from the radiator no heat for days couch too worn to sit
belly full of empty head full of weed suicide homicide and rage
bank account full of zeros bottle full of chardonnay lighter full of fluid 
and flame--may be the flame
flicker wrist punch fist fuck my asshole reach up gut nothin there burning inside of me died
senior year in high school when I could still remember my name
as something more than a brand registered trademark farce fart heartless cold cock shot myself
in the foot--may be the foot
slammed in the door toe bones shattered crooked nails plucked ripped skin fresh flesh sears
off in frying pan with a little bit of extra virgin olive oil--
may be the virgin porno barely legal cherry popper first time dick sucker double penetration bukake
cumshot facial clean shaven snatch plastic tits gang bang
in the glory hole--may be the glory storied university intellectual academia not public school bullshit
full of shit full of self full of esteem full of greed money grubbers
MONEY! MONEY! MONEY!  long line of credit FedEx internet shoppers eBay personal war stories
personal statement personal vibrator personal dildo stocking stuffer deep throat Iraq--
may be Iraq may be Afghanistan may be Pakistan may be Darfur may be India may be China may
be North Korea Red Russia Iran Israel Gaza Egypt--God save us!
God save me!
may be the Catholic Church priest tease hairless balls Father I have sinned thou art 
forgiven--may be forgiveness survival of the fittest gymnast acrobat broken back bent over backward
with a baseball bat knock the abortion out of the park stark contrast dark alleys 
crack cocaine heroin pcp lsd--may be the lsd magic mushrooms trip before you can walk chalk outlines
jump from buildings tell your grandchildren why the shin splints splintered winter sidewalks
concrete freeway onramps offramps inter-
changes merge right merge
left--may be the left liberal brainwash media stoned anchors special reporters special Olympics TV
specials today's specials are roast rump of duck blood soup blood lust blood
shed blood diamonds tips are appreciated but gratuities are included compliments of the chef.



jw 
12/30/08 11:52 am

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